My heart goes out to Susan and Chris. Susan lost her mother suddenly last week. Darlin you and yours are in my prayers and I love you both. Always.

Ok, I didn't even look to see when the last time I posted. I'm not into the Sicilian guilt thing today. Although I did cook up a huge bowl of swiss chard complete with olive oil and garlic. Yum. I really want to eat a humongous bowl with a couple of hunks of Italian bread with butter but in the back of my mind I'm wondering of the repercussions. I have to work tomorrow and having the green shits all day is just a little more than I really want to think about. Glad I shared?

Life is good and I'm enjoying the summer...well, ok, I don't do above 90 degrees well, but other than that. I've been working about 12 hours a week, which is 12 hours more than I want too. I try not to answer the phone but certain people seem to know where I live now. Damn it.

I am going to be taking a full time job in August, mostly because I'm bored. So I've decided since I'm going to work there are a few things on my "want list".

Dawn of Delusion: It's been 12 days since I last posted?

Dawn of Reality: Yes you idiot.

Dawn of Delusion: I think the Moveable Type calendar thingie is screwed up.

Dawn of Reality: You are screwed up.

Dawn of Delusion: Am not.

Dawn of Reality: Oh really? What have you done all morning?

Dawn of Delusion:

Dawn of Reality: Need I say more?

Dawn of Delusion: Leave me alone I'm going to go pluck my eyebrows.

Dawn of Reality: Damn it! We need to go to the store, we need groceries.

Dawn of Delusion: Why? We got donuts.

Oh boy.

Just because I'm a little slow on the get-go I just found out that Acidman passed away. I just happened to look at my site meter search words and someone landed on my blog by doing a search on "acidman suicide". So I decided to check out the Acidman and whoa...sort of a shock. My prayers and condolences for the family.

Now first and foremost I AM NOT SAYING Acidman committed suicide or implying, hinting...whatever. Those were the search words someone used PERIOD. I have no clue of the cause of death and it's none of my business.

I read Acidman for quite awhile...and as probably many in the blog world you loved him or hated him, depending on the day or the post it could be both. I know for a fact no other blog I've ever read could provoke such a wide range of emotions... in me anyway. He had the ability to make you cry tears with laughter or sadness. But damn could that boy piss you off. I've never met the man but there is no doubt in my mind he could make a trigger finger itchy or count ten ways til Sunday how to position your hand to deliver a bitch-slap.

Anyway I had to quit reading Gut Rumbles, although fascinating in a train wreck sort of way, negativity breeds negativity. I can fall in that mode so easily...and no one likes to be around constant smoldering anger and negativity. Sweet Jesus we can't even stand ourselves when we get in that mode. It's nothing but self-pity, ugly and oh so very selfish. We've all had one or two people in our lives who fits that mold. I've definitely gone in and out of it in my life.... and please God may you send someone to bitchslap me into next week if it starts again.

But then again, if you whine, complain and be nasty on your blog...does it vent your frustrations so you can be "nice and pleasant" in the real world? Or is it just indicative of who you really are? Somehow I don't like that idea.

Alright you spamming asswipes all pings are officially closed. You are now free to wonder off to greener pastures to spread your manure. Your stench will linger here no more. Adios.