I looked at this site last night and lo and behold there was nothing on the page. It seems the only time I spend on this blog for the last 30 days is eliminating the spam comments. Yes Bob, you continue to annoy me but at least someone is spending more time on my blog then me. I have to change that.

Summer is almost over and part of me is thankful. I've spent too much time traveling this summer - I never thought I would say that. I'm ready for things to settle down and work myself into a fairly comfortable routine again. My house, my job, my spiritual well being feels like it's still trapped back in June somewhere and it's time to play catch up for all. I hate the feeling of always being behind, having to hurry and feeling things are left undone or rushed. Makes me feel undone and just tired.

My sisters wedding was last weekend, so I spent 4 days in Iowa. It seemed like a rushed 4 days of constantly having to do something or be somewhere. Living out of someone elses home, hotel, rental car and suitcases. It was good seeing the family again, it had been too long since I've seen my Mom and brother and that part has a calming effect, strangely a sense of accomplishing something that needed to be done.

I think the unsettling part of all of it was the feeling of "coming home" and "being at home" was not present this time. I felt like a stranger in a strange land. Like I always feel here in Detroit. I'm not liking this feeling.

Anyway after a few days of introspection I've come to the conclusion I've been ignoring my introverted personality and it's time to feed and soothe that angry beast, chill down and find my inner peace again. Strange how things can start "feeling out of control" when you quit paying attention.

Due to the continued harassment by Bob - who could be considered a stalker at this point, comments will be kept off. Are you happy now Bob?