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![]() September 23, 2003
Ashes to Ashes
This is a bitch session, whine session...yes I want cheese with it, I'm sitting on the pity pot and the smell stinks. I'm angry at my corporation, I'm angry at my boss, I'm angry at myself for being pissed. I'm burned out. I've been on this road before, and usually able to get a mind set going to get passed it, but it ain't happening this time. I'm tired of working 10+ hours a day, bringing work home on the weekends and never being caught up. I'm tired of being on call 24 hours a day. I'm tired of not having enough staff. Im tired of dealing with the pharmacy, the hospitals, the labs, the shitty employees and stupid families. I'm tired of my corporation telling me to review every fucking thing to see where we can save a buck. My boss is proud of the fact we made a profit of $280,000 last month. I don't give a rat's ass. I need more staff. What she is proud of just made me angrier. I yelled at my boss today....I told her to try spending 4 hours out of her office on the floor and seeing how everybody is humping and still never even close to being caught up. I yelled at an employee today who was suppose to be at work at 7am and came toodling in at 3:50pm with a doctors excuse for the day off. Didn't bother to call and let anyone know she wasn't coming. I asked her when she was going to grow up and take some responsibility for her job? She asked me not to treat her like a child...I told her when she quit acting like one. She asked me to change my tone...I told her if she didn't like it to get out of my office. She said no...I then told her to go before I removed her. She left. Oh yeah, this is the same damn employee who called in all last week with a "cold", who showed up at our works outpatient clinic yesterday trying to claim a work place injury. Apparently she missed the clue boat to get an understanding that you have to actually work to claim an injury. Was I out of line? Oh yeah. I really don't give a shit. I'm sick of lazy ass employees with the work ethics of a god damn pig. I'm sick of money grubbing families looking and waiting for someone to fart wrong so they can sue. I'm sick of corporate people raping healthcare and compromising patient care. Oh yeah, I'm burned out. 7-11 is looking damn good. I can't even blame PMS. Ok, I'm finished. No, I don't feel better. But. I. Will. Get. Over. It. Maybe. Comments
Yep. That's burn-out all right. (I happen to be an expert) What really sucks is that being good at your job is what puts you behind the eight ball. "Oh, you can juggle four balls? Here, try five. How about six?" The next thing you know, you've got a dozen balls in the air and it's all because you can do it when other folks can't. I recommend ice cream in large quantities as a temporary measure. Posted by: LittleA at September 23, 2003 07:46 PMNow that made me laugh, thank you. Actually..I think I have cleared out all the Ben and Jerry's within a couple of mile radius...well except for the Cherry Garcia. Posted by: Dawn at September 23, 2003 08:20 PMHaving been a legal secretary for over 25 years and primarily dealing with med mal insurance defense until the past five years (appellate exclusively), I pretty much always thought the doctors and hospitals were right; that sometimes no one is to blame. But I'm not so sure now that I've seen medicine and the business of medicine in operation first hand recently. Just as there are incompetent boobs at my level, there surely are incompetent doctors higher up on the "food chain." And they are loose on the patient population. True, the few career plaintiffs who sue at the drop of a lancet really taint it for those who may really have a valid claim. By the time they get a turn to drink, the well is dry. But if you read my blog during the Blogathon, you'll know all about my run in with a Very Bad doctor. One who shouldn't have been allowed to operate on my cats let alone a human being. I feel your frustration. I was going through a difficult personal time right before I moved to Houston. I once had my office manager during that time look me right in the eye and tell me that even though in my diminished emotional/mental state I was still giving more than most people were on any given normal day, but because "we know your work and we know what you are capable of," that they were going to hold ME to a higher standard. And let the slackers keep on slacking. Instead of picking up my slack. The mind reels. Phew. I don't know about you, but I sure feel a lot better now. Thanks! Posted by: Joni at September 23, 2003 08:36 PMAnd I thought I was having a bad day. Hot bath, candlelight, bottle of red, and a good book...or ice cream I guess. Posted by: Sgt Hook at September 23, 2003 09:08 PMthe hell with ice cream, if I was anywhere near you'd get a fat hug and a shot. then we'd take it from there. Word! Posted by: greg beck at September 23, 2003 10:16 PMNot enjoying your job or respecting your peers makes life a living hell. My temporary and immediate solution is to advise a hot pamper bath, smooth jazz and a nice little cordial of Graham's Six Grapes. And when that's done, refill it. Hang in there. Posted by: Anna at September 23, 2003 11:01 PMAll I can come up with is "that sucks the big schlong." And I like Greg's solution. Maybe your letting off a little steam will at least inspire some of your co-workers to back the fuck off with the attitudes for a bit. Posted by: Erica at September 24, 2003 03:29 AM
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